The last 24 hours could not have sucked more.

( Ugh )

I 'm afraid to go to sleep.

I think that's what it is.  Anxiety.  Well, part of it.  I slept earlier, for a while.  About two hours, I think.  But now, everytime I go to sleep, I'm afraid I'm going to seize.

( It's kind of a long story... )